I did everything, of which I was against of
But that’s ok, as I was in love
Even the small nitty gritty things
Is causing us pain now.
Which earlier we used to adore, so much.
My mind is in one place but my heart longs for another
How can I let you go when I still wonder
About you, about us, and where it all went wrong.
Can we be fixed?
Or am I imaging things, things which never could be
Loving you and hating you at the same time,
I can’t construe these emotions anymore.
I feel like I’m constantly losing the battle inside me
I keep thinking that you will change
That we will start afresh
But you never will, will you?
© Pia Majumdar