There comes a time when you look into the mirror and you realize that what you see is all that you will ever be. And then you accept it. Or you kill yourself. Or you stop looking in mirrors.
– Tennessee Williams
Whatever you do, don’t succumb to the pressure upon you, it doesn’t bode well, not for you and definitely not for anyone.
Ending your life is not a solution to anything, live for the next day a d decide what you want to do with your life. Take matters in your own hands.